cincinnati tonight. no matter what? i guess so. sometimes i feel like i don't have much of a choice in anything. i just sort of get tossed around. not so much in a "where the wind will take me" sort of way, more in the "i'm making leah go with me because i know she doesn't have a life," way. i take it as a compliment that people enjoy my company. i take it as a compliment that they would go out of their way to come get me. i take it as a compliment that people even think of me at all. so i guess i'll take that.